Wednesday, November 29, 2006
sigh~
i woke up today feeling miserable. pain all over my body.
especially my legs. i got problem even walking to the toilet.
sians ar.
i really want to work lor.
later on in the evening went to meet pigpig qiuxian and we went bugis.
went to my workplace.
she say sucha nice job i still complain.
she wanna the work.
i kinda regret.
haiyar. dunno lar.
i gotto know that i was replaced.
well well well.
ferget it.
went shopping.
lalala~
is this nice??
we weeeee.
wee.
pigpig. so cute.
ytd, the train is flooded with all my tears.
today, happily taking pictures still.
throwing away ytd, i can still be me.
the happy me.
got the 2 pics we took @ chalet one from yang zheng alr. 
happy us.
save me from myself!1:18 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
ive got lots of things to say really.
i wanna shout it out loud.
i cant take it. i cant.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but seems like i just cant express it.
urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
dont know.
im just not happy. not not happy.
save me from myself!2:20 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
finally got my lappy back.
im super frustrated lars. dunno whats wrong with my lappy lor. sians. think need to reformat it. hais. ive gone crazy lar by just waiting it to start up. i wanna throw it on the floor can.
lalala...
chalet was fun.
got to know lotsa friends. hahaha.. gladys friend eve, actually work in the same company as my brother. and they both know each other.
stupid Sean Chan!!! eat my shit can. you killed my lappy.
hahhahahhahaha. doubt you'll ever see my bloggie. boo la you. boo boo.
second day @ chalet. yupp. me & gladys.
me and eve.
didnt take much pics @ the chalet. some of the pics were with yang zheng. i wanna lar. must pester him fer it.
hahaha. me & esther.
hahaha. wo mei bu mei. hahhahhahah. ytd night @ starbucks.
pretty sistas.
hmmm. someone not very coorperative lor.
weeeeee. hunt me @ bugis junction tmr.
save me from myself!8:49 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
hey it's a game
and ain't it a shame that it's just a show.
oh what a shame~
hais.
save me from myself!2:09 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
hmmms. didnt manage to wake qiuxian up. sians. then instead went market to have breadfast with johnson then saw my brother and mum. sians. lalala. i just finish cleaning the new refrigerator. i so poorthing. my stupid brother say if i dont do a good job then no pocket money. lalala. sians.
ytd svc was great. its about having not just faith. not just believing. but stepping out. making it happen. it was great. also glad tt derek & len join us fer svc and they responded. yay. hahahhaha. though in the end they join ezekiel cg bbq. then celebrate sis wenling birthday and celebrated albert's birthday. so fun. then went bedok to fellowship with my cg. ming yan and randolpf join us too. hah. they thought i was from girls school. so is it a good thing or not. hahahha. nuts lah. hee. jimmy say i dress well.
hahs. me and basil before svc. the colour is abit weired. maybe its the lightning.
piggy qiu xian just called. she just woke up. zhu lah ni. meeting her at 4 later. she wanna go the expo food fair thing. lalala.
save me from myself!1:54 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
hais. i dont know why am not asleep at this unearthly hour. im just done with albert's birthday card. ex cg member. its in the morning alr. stupid man... got this one person under my msn sch ppl contacts super bo liao keep irritate me still at this time. retarded. irritating shit. telling me things that is like so lame can, doesnt even concerns me at all. then keep asking me questions. wa lao. aiya i dont care. just let him have the conversation with himself.
is this okay?
haiyaa.
this is what happens when i cant sleep. i tend to think alot. then my mind goes haywire. out of control man. then i'll think about the bad things. the sad things. then i'll feel that i should just vanish. leaving this evil world. haiyah. nuts lah.
i wasnt sad about what had happen.
im sad that it had the chance to begin with.
i was sad how silly i was.
and how perfect i thought it was to be.
haiyar . lalala.
im really nuts man.
i wont repeat the mistake ever again.i will never.
save me from myself!4:35 AM
hais. after fellowship at the coffee shop johnson ask me whats wrong with me today. i ask him why he ask. he say i just look different today. told him im fine. hmmmmm. i no idea leh. dunno dunno. haishaishais. i feel weired this few days i dont know why. cg was okay today. ohya. ce chao gave me another post card. its the third card i received from him. so nice leh. nowadays people seldom will make the effort to write card. he still having exams but still make the effort. he is so nice can. somemore he wrote also for esther and other ppl. so good. boo la. i want to have a spirit like him. hahaha. he ask me have more faith.hmmmmmmmm.
"sometimes ah pek can help you cross the road.
cause its a dead end & there's no car.
hahahha. okie. this is lame brother. but thanks fer always being so encouraging. =D
sian lar. mum just reach home. she say want confiscate my lappy. she say i look so pale. so say siao issit, like vampire. hahaha.. now i go toilet also must bring along. i sleep also must put under my pillow liao. hais sians.
dont know la. dont know when will i come back to my senses. booboo.
save me from myself!12:12 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
yaaaaawns.
these few days im super tired. i wanted to blog after i reach home ytd and the day before but i just fell asleep. i slept ytd at 8 until 11 this morning. hahahhahahaa. my arms hurts man. ytd la got band then kena push ups. my stupid junior of mine is getting so lame recently. cant stand him. i'll kill him one day. lalala. hahahhahha.
then im getting fat lar. look at the oreo cheese cake i had the day before.
every bite makes me feel fat lar. hahahhahaha..
ytd my mood was upside down. i hate it can. i keep telling myself that nothing matters but but, still do think abt it. arrrrrrrrghhhhh. then people will always tell me things i didnt want to know abt... sian la sian. i dont give a shit can. eeeeeeeeeeyer. i hate the feeling pls. i regret la. totally totally. hais. why am i so stupid... i hate lies. i hate i hate. but i dont give a shit can.
i will think about it no more lar. boo.
save me from myself!12:31 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
yay!!
at last im done with my my bloggie!!
hahhahahha.
i never sleep the whole night just doing this.
wooohoooooooo.
okie.
i gg bath now and join them liao.
gg out with some math freaks to celerbrate juvins birthday.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
save me from myself!12:02 PM
NAME: 陈美婷, FAITH(AKA JASMINE)
