Saturday, November 18, 2006
hais. i dont know why am not asleep at this unearthly hour. im just done with albert's birthday card. ex cg member. its in the morning alr. stupid man... got this one person under my msn sch ppl contacts super bo liao keep irritate me still at this time. retarded. irritating shit. telling me things that is like so lame can, doesnt even concerns me at all. then keep asking me questions. wa lao. aiya i dont care. just let him have the conversation with himself.

is this okay?
haiyaa.
this is what happens when i cant sleep. i tend to think alot. then my mind goes haywire. out of control man. then i'll think about the bad things. the sad things. then i'll feel that i should just vanish. leaving this evil world. haiyah. nuts lah.
i wasnt sad about what had happen.
im sad that it had the chance to begin with.
i was sad how silly i was.
and how perfect i thought it was to be.
haiyar . lalala.
im really nuts man.
i wont repeat the mistake ever again.i will never.
save me from myself!4:35 AM