Saturday, January 27, 2007

im irritated.
no im not irritated.
im really really not irritated.
nooooooooooooooooooo.
im super irritated.

i cannot sigh .
dont sigh.
sighed.
stress level to the max.

irritated. frustrated. stressed. pek cek. ;((((((((((((((
irritated by my existence.
frustrated for not being able to do what i want to do.
stressed by too much things that i want achieve.
pek cek for feeling tired and not enough time fer myself.


rwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaarr.

save me from myself!1:16 AM

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
its friday!!
favourite day.
tell ya something interesting,.
im practically late for school everyday.
die ar. detention 8 hours. heh.
start of sch til now i late 8 times liaooooooo.
jia lat.
wa piang.
mr hamdi say want send me fer counselling. dots dot dot... dotssssssss!!!
i just everytime late for 2-3 mins then haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaais.
8 late coming slips presented..
then everyday i go into my class evrybody laugh lor.
heheh. lallalaallaaaa.
got one time i sleep in class leh. cause i only sleep 1 hr at night.
then teacher ask juvin to pull my hair to wake me, before she did,
that stuppid derek got so excited then he pulllllllll.
dots. evrybody laugh..
4a1 attitude saaaaaaaaaaaarks. thumbs up!
4a1 gg crazy liao lar.
everyday face a crazy teacher how can dun go crazy.
piang a. everrrrrydayyyy.
slams the door using all her might when we never even do anything lor.
poor innocent kids.
wa liao wa liao wa liaooooooooo......

i love fridays!
what a tiring week!
friday night cg! weeeeeeee.
sat morning...
band.



some know im on a vow..

ytd night johnson prayed fer my singlehood vow,

w.e.f 1st jan 2007 - 2010.

ytd night went home din really have any thoughts abt it as i was too tired & busying with sch work.

now is like. im thinking alot abt it?

hahs.

there will be temptations along the way. johnson said.

well.

this 3 years, i'll walk closer with God each and everyday.

i'll serve faithfully in KOG.

i'll achieve good grades and glorify Him. honour Him.

im only 16. theres still plenty of years ahead.

i dont want to have just fer the sake of having.

just fer the sake of a momentary happiness which normally ends with the most shitty situation of bitterness.

I DONT WANT.

after my 3 year vow, im gonna fall in love just once! just once!

and blessed is he who will be with me fer life! who will make my days on earth like in heaven!

hehhehehheheeeee.

BY FAITH, GOD WILL GIVE MY HUSBAND WHO;

1)is a christian.

2)is 1.75m and above tall.

3)is sporty type.

4)is patient, honest, responsible, humourous, positive thinker.

5)is able to lead me.[he gotta be a smart and decisive person]

6)knows how to plan fer the future.

7)and will most imptly, LOVES ME WITH ALL HIS HEART AND SOUL.

WHAHAHAHA. =DD

yeshh.

and i would rather be single all my life,

than to live with a useless and lau-ya-pok guy. ;)

i’m sober now for 4 whole months & it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with.

thank you for holding my head up late at night.

you made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.

in ways hard to swallow.

you can finally see what’s good for you.

well.
met johnson at 9pm.
went visitation to xavier and alexandra hse.
hehh. so cute. their shocked faces.
theyre stressed with sch.
sama sama eh.
heh.
a math paper today gone case.
e math paper that day~ no comments.

shrugsssss.
work piled up so high.
God can you see it?

im irritated.
no im not irritated.
im really really not irritated.
nooooooooooooooooooo.
im super irritated.

i cannot sigh .
dont sigh.
sighed.
stress level to the max.

irritated. frustrated. stressed. pek cek. ;((((((((((((((
irritated by my existence.
frustrated for not being able to do what i want to do.
stressed by too much things that i want achieve.
pek cek for feeling tired and not enough time fer myself.


rwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaarr.

met up with william for a math tuition in the morning.
trigo is fun!
trigo is nice!
trigo is so interesting!
like real.
then went to have dim sum with my bro, his girlfriend & mum.
had great time tgt.
then went home lors.
ytd svc was great; not just bcos of delirious lars.
the word pastor tan shared,
is like what zheng hao just told me on wednesday.
so is really like, a word from God? hmm.




these few days aren't that great.




things are bad.
and im sad.

;(

hehhhhhhhhh.

everyday.
i go sch alone.
i take bus alone.
i walk tru the park to sch alone.
i go home str after sch alone.
i walk from sch thru the park and to the bus stop alone.
i take the bus alone.
i walk home alone.
im home alone.

yesh say im independent.
why some finds it so big deal to be alone doing simple stuff?
you go pang sai must ppl follow or not ars.

sighhhhhhhhh.
tired but,
just wanna release some FEELINGS that,
not only you have. ive have them too.
pardon me ars.

quite stressed.
every tuesday will have 2hrs of a math.
and everyday i'll go nuts after every session of math.
prep exams coming next week. how.
like as if got enough time to cope.
stupid inconsiderate sch band.
GOT BAND 3 TIMES PER WEEK. tues, thurs, SAT.
TORTURING.
cca open house this sat.
concert coming on.
& what about SYF. its coming coming & coming.
band used to be fun when susu is just beside.
now that she'd graduated, she left me with two nuts.
haaaaaaaaaais.
and the band is becoming like so dull
just like a piece of....
but i cant say anything.
whats the use.


lets just be happy that friday is coming.

i'll hold on.
carry it on.
;D

toderloolooooo.
so sad. the cat i always play with de today dont want play with me.
i feel like keeping a pet leh. a dog or a cat.
hais.
went home straight after school.
dont wanna hang out outside that much alr.
tired.
home is the best.
school is okay. its scary lor. im having prep exams soon.
die ars. math a math math a math.
bernard is a saddist.
im just sooooooooooooo soooooo scared when
he came to my seat and looked at my work.
thank God.
nothing happened.


lulu.
im just going to focus on my studies right now.
no nonsense please.

had so much fun with my cg this few days.

hope you guys enjoyed yourselves at my house ytd.

just thanks to all fer everthing. =D