Thursday, April 26, 2007
i need your grace. im falling. ):
tmr is the start of my midyear exams ler. english paper 1.
im quite stressed i think. :(
came across this test. ho. how amazing. http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).
hmmm. this is quiteQUITE, true. maybe its just that im a lil moody? honestly, for the moment, the big dreams small dreams i had, dont seem to matter anymore.
Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time. Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.
this hits me. also dont know what has come over me. but i felt sick, sick of everything around. and no, the problem now is that i dont even know what i really want, i dont seem to be interested with any stuff.
Nobody seems to understand you at this moment for everything you suggest or do seems to be taken up the wrong way. All of this misunderstanding is leading to anxiety and stress. The situation naturally is not as you would like it to be - you feel that you are being treated most unfairly and that trust, affection and understanding are being withheld from you and that you are being treated with a demeaning lack of consideration. You consider yourself being denied the appreciation essential to your well being and self-esteem and that there is nothing you can do about it. You feel that whatever you try to do to change the situation, you are getting nowhere fast. You would really like to get away from it all but can't find the energy or the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.
it doesnt really matter whether anyone understands or not. and for now i dont like and dont want to explain whats happening to me for now.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
i also dunno whether am i really stressed or just having my self pitying period. dont know.
save me from myself!5:19 PM
NAME: 陈美婷, FAITH(AKA JASMINE)