Wednesday, May 30, 2007
世上的遺憾本來就很多 .
眼淚.
save me from myself!11:28 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
thought of mass communication?
or design in nafa?
lasalle seems fun???
save me from myself!11:12 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
sunburned. muscle ach.
one word. BORED.
my life is so so monotonous.
eat, study, play. sleep.
tmr gg school for geog remedial.
sorry,
save me from myself!10:11 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
- dim sum @ raffles hotel
- bought new pair of rollerblades @ parkway
- pass cechao b'day card to zhitai @ expo
- dinner @ bedok 85market
- blogging @ tamp st 11 (home)
the 5 things i did today.
and im going fishing and rollerblading tmr! woots!
save me from myself!11:49 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
went ikea last night.
woohoo.
bought a new study table and table lamp.
i like the table alot. it matches my bedframe.
so happy. my first time choosing and buying a furniture.
feels like adult. hahaha. lol.
thanks alot to bra, len and fariz for carrying and fixing it.
new study table.
so now i could hide in the room all day long and mug until i die.
save me from myself!5:00 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
hoho. the surprise visitation with chicken rice. not surprised lah. hahas. but appreciate it.
love you girls. :D
save me from myself!5:39 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
living4more.
i think sounds good.
didnt go to school today.
the weather is so nice, the heavy rains.
hide under my cosy blanket. shiok. :P
what you want me to do.
dont know what you want me to do.
save me from myself!9:01 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
i almost lost my handphone today. sicko.
school suck. chem suck. pe suck. geog suck. map succcks.
went to meet mum after school. had lunch at jacks place.
im putting on weight larrr. i complain, and i eat again. sigh.
bought lots of assesstments recently.
dont wanna think too much now,
studies is my priority now now now.
futures so unclear.
save me from myself!7:48 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
im really really bored.
actually wanted to go rollerblading.
but end up at my place slacking.
bored bored bored.
save me from myself!9:16 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
i went to school today.
and there was this stupid career guiding talk in hall today then each class is supposed to have one representative up on stage,
then my form teacher mdm kaltom ask me go. :(
then i dont want dont want and everybody keep asking me go.
but i did it and i regretted it.
i was so so nervous lahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
we were supposed to introduce ourselves and say where we want to go in the future.
in conclusion, i just screwed up. yuck.
school is sian lar, did amath 10 year series in class.
and my results are out.
thank God that blood sucker not in school. he went reservice!!!
yay.
and my results suck. yuck.
save me from myself!10:19 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
she's indulging herself.
she's a glutton.
she's rotting away to be exact.
im not sleeping, i slept too much during the day.
im having muscle cramps around my body ya know,
my stomach especially, super pain, esp when i sneeze.
piang a, it really hurt tons.
should i go school later?
i guess not.
its so so sian.
yt, bra and der also not gg school. so im not the only bad kid.
hoho.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i know ive been i really bad girl. :(
save me from myself!3:51 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
today's activities: gym, sakae sushi, monopoly.
weeeee.
after some serious coonsiderations,
decided to pon sch tmr
going sch is sian ya know? somemore theres 3 hrs of A&E math! yuck.
stay at home is sian too, but at least i get to sleep longer!
and i shall go gym tmr again,
get rid of my tummy!!!
today was like, lost weight alr then gain double.
lets lala. :D
"Nothing's perfect," sighed the fox. "
My life is monotonous. I hunt chickens; people hunt me.
All chickens are just alike, and all men are just alike.
So I'm rather bored.
But if you tame me, my life will be filled with sunshine.
I'll know the sound of footsteps that will be different from all the rest.
Other footsteps send me back underground.
Yours will call me out of my burrow like music.
the little prince.
save me from myself!9:11 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
ytd svc was abt meeknees.
learnt that
"meek" = gentle, humble and considerate.
yeah. pretty nice.
AND
the ones that are staring at this post now,
go click on the friend test and see how much you know abt me.
just for fun lah.
:D
save me from myself!11:57 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
i close my eyes and its gone again.
活了一天又一天.
save me from myself!2:15 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about.
Some things we just don't want to hear,
and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer.
Some things are more than what you say.
They're what you do.
Some things you say because you have no other choice.
Some things you keep to yourself.
And not too often,
but every now and then,
some things simply speak for themselves."
tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
save me from myself!5:11 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
had pepper lunch at taka today.
it was like drizzling all the way.
so decided to slack at paragon starbucks,
had some heart to heart talk. it was sweet.
and actually wanted to watch 28 weeks later,
its M18, the auntie wants to see my ic.
just too bad. :(
a minute of happiness that you might or might not get it back.
save me from myself!6:59 PM
imlike,sickofthismundanelifelarrr.
sick of the things around.
darn, its the past that i love.
and i find myself stupid by saying that.
and i shall stop being bothered by it.
grow up?
meaning more complicated stuffs are on their way.
why is that so? thats life.
i just need something more than what im having.
sigh.
;(
"Of man's first disobedience and the fruit
of that forbidden tree, whose mortal taste
Brought death unto the world and all our woe,
With loss of Eden, till one greater man
Restore us and regain the blissful seat,
Sing Heavenly muse."
John Milton - Paradise Lost
the fall of man, the cure for it.
save me from myself!12:06 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007
today's geog paper was like...
super hard loh, the things i study and focused on hardly came out.
haishaishais...
arghhhhhhhhhh.
AND TMR IS AMATH!!!
sebastian's retarded, he say tmr we challenge whose marks lower win.
and he say tmr morning he drink the chicken drink so he can sleep well during the paper.
hopeless lahhhh.
im afraid that i might kill that idiot!!!(since you love scolding ppl bloody idiot so much, im kinder, i address you as idiot.)
and i dreamt of him again last night you know!!! i dreamt of him scolding me, ask me drop amath, then i very angry then i pack my bag and left the class and went home...
hais. traumatised.
i scared later he mark my paper then he throw up blood until he die.
will i go to jail?
i know nuts about calculus lah. stupid dy/dx. max min.. arghhhh.
the worst thing is that im afraid tmr i receive the question paper..
all i can do is to stare at it.
:(((
the pain. that could make me faint.
save me from myself!3:19 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
just came home,
after going to the market with my bro and mum.
and my mum kept bugging me about making salad for my meals,
she says im fat. ;(
brother is in pretty good mood, he finally got his driving license.
ever since i was in primary 6 or so,
he said that he can drive me to school once he get his licence.
now that he's so busy, flying here and there,
doubt he's able to do it.
however i do appreciate the thought he once had.
save me from myself!2:30 PM
i took this pic in the cab the other day.
i like this.
you know its hard.
but i just want to be true to myself.
i dont like to pretend.
i dont like pretending being happy when im not.
i dont like to think hard, ending up with bad headaches.
i just want to be act like myself, talk like myself, be like myself.
and im disgusted by everything around now,
and it leads me hating everything,
all the ill-treatments i received is bad enough.
i dont wanna bother much.
i just wanna love myself.
and i just need time on my own.
save me from myself!1:00 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
ive been wandering,
i mugg and mugg,
but whats in my head?
nothing gets in,
and i practically forgot everything i studied.
this ain't a scene, it's an arms race.
"i'm a leading man.
the lies i weave are oh so intricate, oh so intricate."
im still a kid,
cause i still dont know what real and whats not.
save me from myself!12:43 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
its killing me.
i was having very bad flu today,
and im sneezing like crazy every now and then.
then i was like a nuisance in the class tru' out the 2 papers,
that my teacher had to supply me with tissues.
and i probably wont make it.
save me from myself!10:01 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
well, just that someguy said im a gullible pos.
and its just another day of mugging at kfc.
im afraid i cant make it tmr. :(
save me from myself!11:10 PM
i dont care!!!
its me feeling disappointed!!!!
not you right?
for all i know i never did anything wrong and i know i dont deserve such things.
and what i always get is mean-ness of people which i dont deserve.
i want to cut the circulation.
i dont want people ill-treating me. i dont want the lies after lies.
because i dont do such.
its my life, not yours anyway.
save me from myself!1:27 AM
NAME: 陈美婷, FAITH(AKA JASMINE)
