Saturday, December 22, 2007
save me from myself!2:40 AM
Friday, December 21, 2007
ITSA MONSTER!
Part of my head bitten off.
OUCH! :(
HAHAHAHA. :D
save me from myself!12:56 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Its all about His grace, mercy & everlasting ♥ . :)
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As you can see, its 2 person having a 4 person's meal.
All thanks to our very generous flower fruit.
:)
Alot of things going on in the mind.
But
Lord,
the play is in Your hands.
Take ABSOLUTE and full control.
Let my heart desire to glorify You.
Im thankful.
Cause i know, its definately You who pulled me through.
And all the friends,
the ones who celebrates with me in happy times,
and the ones who hear me in the darkest periods,
thanks a million. :D
save me from myself!11:56 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
The popular crowd i pass, i stand preferably by the side and watch.
I smile, when i should be talking plenty more .
They pat my head, i am a 16 year old, little girl.
My real feelings, do they know?
But.
Since its the way it will be,
I shall live this life contentedly.
Thanks for playing jelly with me. :)
save me from myself!11:49 AM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Breakaway camp is good.
Did crazy stuffs like throwing a raw and yucky chicken around
in the captain's ball game, with its head,wing and lungs flying in the air.
Went back on the second half day because, tuition.
Something really embarassing happened on 67 bus while i was on the way back.
Well.
Im really tired.
Fell asleep.
SCREAMED!
The next thing was, everyone turning back starring at me.
Wished i could find a hole to hide. Har har.
I forgot what i dreamt about that could make me scream.
So ridiculous lar.
Didnt go back on the 3rd day's prom night because,
put it simply, i got no mood to dress up when you know,
grandma left not long ago,
like 13 days ago.
Its like, im still seeing her.
Starting to miss the food she used to cook.
Starting to miss the voice, the canto slang, i hardly understand.
Starting to miss everything about her.
Weird.
I think i get quite easily irritated and aggitated lately.
I dont know why, has it got to do with pms or what.
Little things can really cause me to break down and cry.
I mean, really squat down on the floor and cry anytime, anywhere.
You can try asking my mum.
Its so not me you see.
So eeeeew, unglam.
I dont think anyone wants to witness it.
So i need to manage my emotions well.
YOU know, you must study hard.
Study hard, you know you should.
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Anyway - Mother Theresa
People are often unreasonable,illogical and self-centred;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind,
People may accuse you of selfish,
ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful,
You may win some false friends, and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway
If you are honest and frank,
People may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building,
Someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness,
They may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today,
People will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you’ve got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis.
It is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
I like this anyway.
save me from myself!2:11 AM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
You never know whats enough until you got more than enough.
Thanks, Gor gors. :)
Tuitions started, pretty stressed up.
怎么办？
怎么办？
怎么办？
Am so tired.
Nagging thoughts are like so stupid, why cant i delete them from my brain?
How i wish we could do this in real life, just like what we do @ friendster or facebook.
Happy, click. Add friend.
Not happy, click. Delete friend.
Oh-how-nice it would be if there was such a thing as
"selective-memory-deleting".
We would all be very happy.
But then again, if you're not able to remember what sad-ness is,
how'd you be able to tell when you're happy?
which might or might not be a bad thing.
Tomorrow will be a better day ba?
Sians.
Another entry of silly thoughts.
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SAMUEL HO. :)
save me from myself!8:33 AM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
You talk about life, you talk about death.
And everything in between, like it's nothing.
The words are easy.
So now how.
Just gotta move on and on and on.
Face another day,
believing that tomorrow will be a better day.
Now..
every single day is something more worth fighting for.
All the ones concerned
& friends who came all the way down to grandma's wake,
big thanks.
save me from myself!1:01 AM
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
No happy clothes, no haircuts.
No angpaos.
No more grandmother around. :(
Feel so long, feels so, so tired.
Feels so lost.
Everything's over.
save me from myself!10:52 PM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Today is 1st DECEMBER 2007.
My beloved grandma . <3
Lived for 92 years, almost a century.
There lies her body, cold and breathless.
I helped packing up her clothes,
her pants,
her towel,
her comb,
her set of fake teeths.
My eyes just couldnt handle it.
Life doesnt seem fair, death even less.
save me from myself!10:58 PM
NAME: 陈美婷, FAITH(AKA JASMINE)
Kok koon was depressed because i dont want to chit chat with him. 
Be good, promise to stay happy this way. :D
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